Thursday, October 30, 2008

I 'll be dead for sure!!! :D

I enjoyed our yesterday paintball event and it was my first time to play that game. I'm just disappointed in myself cause i was out of the game easily in my first game... and in my second game i was out of the bullets... hahahahaha darn!! At first i thought that it was like the arcade games or online games that i'm playing but i was wrong "virtual world was totally different in actual world." hahaha Stupid!!!!

Anyways I cant breath in our suit... We wear a long clothing Armor to protect the skin and a goggles to protect our face... and it's very hot and very heavy specially for me... "Ang hirap ng payatot".. If that game is real, or if i'm in a real battlefield.. "I'll be dead" or "I will not survive". :p

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Updated Game Line Up!!

New team composition: (Oh Well .. We're still in separated team....) hahahaha :p


Alpha

Bravo

Charlie

Delta

Norbi

Clark

Paco

Mello

Fara

Mabelle

Adet

CeeJay

Wilma

Noreen

Melissa

Moa

Christian

Teddy

Nikki

Altair

Mon

Vic G.

Kim

Aries

Chris

Joe-e

Vic D.

Henry



Mark


Stratpoint Paintball Tournament!!

Weeeeee... Im so happy cause we will have our break tomorrow in our work... We will have our Team Building by having our Paintball Tournament in Fort Bonifacio near the Army Gym and have our Halloween Party After...

Below are the team composition:

Alpha

Bravo

Charlie

Delta

Clark

Mello

Fara

Mabelle

Adet

CeeJay

Wilma

Noreen

Melissa

Moa

Christian

Teddy

Nikki

Altair

Norbi

Vic G.

Kim

Aries

Chris

Joe-e

Vic D.

Henry

1st Game: Bravo vs. Charlie

2nd Game: Alpha vs. Delta

3rd Game: Alpha-Bravo vs. Charlie-Delta

Game Mode

Game 1 & 2: Capture the Flag

Game 3: Last Team Standi

I'm just little disappointed because I'm in the Delta team which is seperated from my friends team. Hope our team will win the Game!!! hihihihihi there's still hope cause Kuya Mello is in our team... :p GO GO GO!!!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Stratpoint's Virtual Pet


Pet Society is an application in Facebook. I remember Tamagotchi in this game. It's so cool!!!


Pet Society Party:

Cyberpetpoy -> Ian
Chewy -> Kristine
Peper -> Kim
Devilishly -> Mabelle
Miyaki -> Moanna May
Porn -> Norbi
Chesca -> Fara
Momo -> Dianne

Kimchie -> (In memory of my Dog :c )

Im So Excited for the Open Beta of the NEW released game!!!


YEHEY!!!! Grand Chase will now be in Open Beta... Im So Excited!!!!


Monday, October 27, 2008

Leaving You doesn't mean I Dont love You!!

I dont know how to start this post... i just want to share what happen today... Me and my boyfriend had just broke up today... actually its my decision for us to go in seperate ways.. Leaving him doesn't mean that I dont love him... its just have some reasons why i decided that way...

There are 6 reasons why we broke up:

1. Time
2. Communications
3. Privacy and Freedom
4. Doubts
5. Family Issue
6. Immaturity

*I wont expand the meaning of it cause it will really take so much time just to explain everything* Oh Well..

He's really a nice guy and i can say that i'm so lucky to have him. His cute, LOYAL and super duper kind but there are times that we cant avoid circumstances and misuderstandings..

I have decided to have space in our relationship and go back before as what we is which is "FRIEND" is because i want him to prove hisself to me and be a better man. I want him to be mature and be responsible. I dont want him to be dependent to me all the time. I want him to have his goal and pursue to ahieve it. I want him to learn to stand on his own feet. I also want to build his trust on me and stop doubting me.

Destiny will tell if we're meant to be together forever. I'll just wait for the right man to come. If that Man is HE, i will definitely Accept him back. And start all over again. When he come back i can definitely say that he's the One or He's really mine.


Future can only tell........... God Bless Us!!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Am I Useless???

I am so insecure about everything, i think i am stupid and feel that my life is nothing and useless. I don't know what i'm going to do anymore. I feel lost and alone. :(

Everyday my mom yelled at me because of "MONEY". They gave me responsibility to pay the Utilities such as Electricity, Water, Cable and Internet and even to pay our house in GSIS. :( What can i do? My salary are not that big to cover it all. One time i need to absent from my work because i have a "Fever". I really feel sorry for being absent because it will be deducted from my salary. :( My mom blamed me for that.


I Love my Mom even though she always comparing me to other people and want me to be like them. I Hope she see and understand that I cannot become the one who i don't want to. "I have my own dream and have my own goal in life."


:( Oh God I want to cry!!!


"It's now on Month of November and Christmas is near and it really make me sad because i dont have savings yet. :( Is it going to be a "Lonely Christmas"?? Let's See..."

EMMA KUNAT

There's this lady who owed me P4,000 pesos since February and her name is EMMA. I keep on calling her "EMMA KUNAT" because she didnt pay me yet. She keep on promising but those promises are yet to be broken. I dont know if she will still pay me or not. Oh Well i believe in the word "KARMA". I hope it will get her in the end. >:)

First Post

Hell Yeah!! this is my first time to do a personal blog.. actually this was introduced by my friend "Christian"... hmmm so what can i share?...


It's 1:40 am and i still cant fall asleep... I spent all my hours in front of my computer playing Grand Chase and Chatting with my friends...


Actually wala talaga ako masabi ngayong araw... dahil nasa harap ako ng PC buong magdamag.. i even forgot to confront my Boyfriend about our relationsip which is very complicated... isip muna ako sa next post ko..