Shadow of Dea†h

4 things to ask before you say “I DO”

2009-09-23T20:09:00.001-07:00

1. Does he love Jesus more than me?

The key to a lasting relationship is knowing that you and your partner loves Jesus more than you love each other. Relationships would always go through rough waters and your love would be tested. The words “I forgive you” would have more weight than “I love you” at this moments. If your partner loves him/her self more – forgiveness might not be an option.

2. Would you love him/her less if he/she fails you?

What if he fails you – are you ready to stick with your man? What if he makes a wrong investment and loses all your savings – would you follow through with your commitment to him. What if he does not meet your expectations of what a husband should be – would you still love and respect him?

3. Women: Are you willing to submit to his leadership?

¶ Wives, submit to your husbands as to the Lord. Ephesians 5:22
¶ Wives, submit to your husbands, as is fitting in the Lord. Colossians 3:18

Girl – are you ready to submit to his decisions no matter how crazy it is? are you ready to let this man father your kids, lead you spiritually, emotionally, financially? are you ready to support this man no matter what?

Men: are you willing to let this woman help you?

After 5 years of marriage here is what I realize – I need help!!!!!

¶ The LORD God said, “It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him.” Genesis 2:18

God knows. He created us men to cry for help. Are you willing to humble yourself and listen to the woman God has given you. are you willing to ask for her advice? are you willing to listen to unsolicited advices from this woman?

4. Are you ready to leave your parents and start your own family?

We always say – we don’t lost a son/daughter – they are added to our family! The people who says this are people who are afraid to leave the comforts of their parent’s home to start their own family.

Girl – if your man can’t leave his mama and cleave to you – then he is not worthy of your commitment.

Dude – if your girl can’t leave home to start a family with you – then she is not marriable. Setups like these means you also marry her dad, mom, lola, lolo, kuya and ate, and inday.

reference: http://www.dennissy.com/4-things-to-ask-before-you-say-i-do/

The sweetest thing a guy has ever done...

2009-08-04T01:29:00.000-07:00

When she stares at your mouth
pull her in and kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
grab her hand, hold it and dont let go, smile and look her in the eye

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
whisper i love you in her ear and kiss her

When she's quiet
hold her tight look her in the eye and ask if she wants to talk about it

When she ignores you
come up behind her n cover her eyes

When she pulls away
pull her right backk

When you see her at her worst
tell her shes still beautiful and amazing no matter what

When you see her start crying
just hold her tight and let her cry on your shoulder

When you see her walking
come up behind her and wrap your arms around her waist

When she's scared
hug her and comfort her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
let her have it til she gives it back

When she teases you
tease her back:]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
catch her eye and tell her its alright

When she looks at you with doubt
look at her like she means the world to you and tell her youll do whatever it takes for her

When she says that she loves you
kiss her and whisper i love you too in her ear

When she grabs at your hands
hold her hand tight

When she bumps into you;
bump into her theen hold her

When she tells you a secret
lock it up in your heart.

When she looks at you in your eyes
stare right back til she turns away, and smile

When she says it's over
if u think your gonna cry, let her see you cry. and dont get another gf until your sure shes done.

When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Reasons Why You Are Still Single.

2009-07-31T00:57:00.000-07:00

11. Destiny Adik

Eto yung mga naghihintay kay “destiny” na gumawa ng paraan para pagtagpuin sila ng kanilang mga “partner in life”. Ayannn! Kapapanood nyo ng “Serendipity” feeling nila ang nangyari sa movie ay mangyayari rin sa kanila. Such a cliche! Hindi ba nila alam na kung walang effort, destiny is useless?

10. Perfectionist

Mapili. Yes, isang taong perpeksiyonista. Yung tipong dapat ganito ang magiging kapartner ko. Pag may nakilala, nakita lang na pangit ang kuko o may dumi lang, turn-off na agad. O kaya ang daming ayaw. Ayaw sa mabait – boring daw, gusto ng bad boy o kaya pilya pero kapag pinaiyak ka, tatanungin ka… “Bakit ang sama mo? Bakit mo nagawa yun!?”

Ayaw sa cute. Ayaw din naman sa panget. Meron dyan gusto ka pero ayaw mo naman. At yung nagugustuhan mo eh halos magtambling ka na para mapansin lang kaso deadma pa rin sa kanya ang mga stunts mo!

9. Busy-busyhan

Opo, eto yung ang mundo ay gumagalaw lang sa libro at ballpen kung estudyante ka, o kaya naman sa computer at files kung office staff ka. Aalis ng bahay ng alas 6 or 7 ng umaga at uuwi ng bahay ng 6 -8 ng gabi [baligtad naman para sa mga nag tratrabaho sa call center]. Sabay tulog na.

Kapag Sabado, masaya na sila sa Internet (o sa Multiply/Friendster), sa pagkain na niluluto ni mama at sa Linggo naman sisimba at maghahanda na ng kelangan para sa lunes hanggang byernes.

8. Friendship Theory

Ano naman ito? Eto yung ang buhay ay kay bestfriend o kaya kay special friend na sa loob ng mahabang panahon na pagsasama ay hindi masabi-sabi kay friendship ang nararamdaman dahil baka daw maapektuhan ang pakikipagkaibigan at baka iwasan sya.

Eto yung tipong pag may kasama si friendship na iba, nagseselos na kahit wala naman sa lugar. Pero syempre ayaw ipahalata, kunyari happy sya for friendship.

7. Born-to-be-one (Autistic)

Eto yung nasa palad na ang pagiging single daw. Walang reasons. Basta na lang nabuhay sya sa mundo na mag-isa at feeling nya mamatay sya sa mundo ng mag-isa. Kesyo magmamadre o magpapari na lang daw. Sus! Asa ka pang tatanggapin ka pa noh!

5. Wrong Place
May nakaranas na ba nito? Yung pakiramdam mo ay nasa ibang mundo ka. Yung mga nakakaharap mo ay mga hindi mo gusto, yung mga hindi mo hinahanap. Alam mo yun?

Halimbawa nasa ibang bansa ka, pero ang hinahanap mo eh yung amoy ng nasa sariling bayan mo. O kaya naman eh nasa sarili mong bayan ka nga at nasa normal na lipunan, pero ikaw naman ang abnormal! Hindi mo nakakayanan sabihin na abnormal din ang hanap mo. Hehe! Siempre dahil ayaw mong ibitin ka nila ng patiwarik.

4. Wrong Time

Eto yung mga tao na sinasabi na “hindi pa ako ready eh, bata pa kasi ako” o kaya naman “hindi pa ako handa sa panahong ito, wala pa ako kayang ipagmalaki.. “

Yes meron pong ganyan. Yung feeling nila may tamang panahon para sa love. Aww! Aba kelan naman kaya yun? Pag uugod-ugod ka na at yung time mo ay bitin na?

3. Si Parents Kasi!

Yes, factor din ang komunidad na ginagalawan mo. Una, ayaw pa ni mader o pader na magkaron ka kahit 22 anyos ka na at kelangan umabot ka muna raw ng 40 bago magkaroon ng gf/bf.

O kaya naman ikaw mismo! Takot sa sasabihin ni parents at ni kapitbahay na tsismosa sa magiging kasama mo. Aba! Ikaw ba naman ang sabihan na , “Alam mo hindi kayo bagay…langit at lupa kayo..”

2. Traumatic Experience

Eto kalimitan ang reason ng marami. “Ayaw ko na! Takot na ako mangyari pa ang nangyari dati!” O divah! Ang drama ng layp!

Eto yung dahil sa past relationship mo kaya ayaw mo na magkaroon ulit ng partner at sinumpa pa yata ang magmahal. Dahil sa pinagpalit ka sa mas pangit, o kaya naman iniwan ka ng walang word na bye-bye, o dahil binugbog ka!

1. EX to the nth power

Aminin na! LOVE mo pa rin si Ex kahit 1 or 2 yrs na ang nakakalipas. Eto yung tipong ilang taon ang nakakalipas, hindi pa rin makalimutan si ex, dahil daw dun sa pinagsamahan, sa tawanan, sa iyakan, at lahat ng nangyari sa inyo nung kayo pa.

Anoveh! Malungkot man o sa kung anumang kadahilanan, maganda man o masama ito, kelangan nyong magpaalam na sa isa’t isa. At give yourself a Kitkat, take a break!

(Got it from spam e-mail...)

Some Relationship Advice

2009-07-28T19:32:00.000-07:00

I may not be the girl who doesnt knows to handle myself… Still… I know the things i should do and what to tell people ^^

The guy who loves his mom will be a good boyfriend. Why? Because if he
has high respect for his mother, he will have high respect for women.

Don’t give everything away. Leave some things a mystery. Guys love
conquest. If you already give your all, wala nang "something to look
forward to" sa relationship n’yo. And the guy will become "kampante".
Assure him of your love and faithfulness, but warn him too: "Umayos ka
diyan! You can lose me anytime…"

BIG PAGKAKAIBA:
What a girl needs most is love. What a guy needs most is respect.
The most important thing for a girl is her heart. For a guy its his ego.

Give your man his own time and space. Let him have his time for his
friends, sports, family, self, and God. The relationship will grow old
quickly if lagi kayong magkasama. Give him time to miss you and you’ll
see how he will love you more. If the guy naman is obsessed and just
wants to be with you all the time, tell him you cant respect a "puppy"
for long.

Do things differently anytime para kahit matagal na kayo, there is
always something fresh and new. Variety is the spice of life. Exciting
baga.

"Making love" is better than just "having sex". And true love "waits".
Save your precious "gift" on your wedding night. Di nagiging tama ang
mali, just because uso naman and everyone’s doing it. Be iba.

Discover something you both like to do and enjoy it TWO-gether. Doon
naman sa mga bagay na magkaiba ang hilig n’yo, compliment each other by
learning about it kahit konti. If you love someone, ‘yung effort n’yo to
try will go a looooong way to understanding him later pag may
disagreement kayo.

Pray with holding hands. Sounds corny, no? Maybe, but its very powerful.
Pag may takot sa Diyos ang boyfriend ,mo, kampante ka na di ka n’ya
lolokohin, because he knows God sees everything he does in secret. Ikaw
na ang magkusa that before you part after date, with hold hands and eyes
closed, pray to God to bless you two. Believe me it’s effective.
Kailanman, di corny ang magdasal.

Believe in "Magic". Kahit di minsan practical o walang logical na
dahilan, o matrabaho, o sounds crazy sa iba, do sweet little things for
the one you love kahit magmukha ka nang timang. The memories will be fun
to recall later in life. The corniest song o gift o letter (aminin mo)
ang laging kabog!

True love brings out the best in each other. Find something good in your
boyfriend and nurture it, encourage it, and syempre, ENJOY it.

It’s healthy to fight. Doon n’yo lang maaayos ang differences n’yo at
nate-test ang tatag ng relationship. Doon mo rin sya makikilala ng
mabuti. It’s called test of fire.

Di mahalaga how dalas you fight. What matters is how often you make bati.

Mas nakakatakot yung relasyong
sobrang perfect at laging masaya. One big fight and that’s it! And di ba
mas kilig ‘yung malambing na "Uy, bati na tayo…"

But don’t overdo it. Kakapagod naman din na lagi na lang manuyo o
magsori. Choose the battles na papatulan mo. The little issues,
palampasin na. Don’t sweat the small stuff.

Daraan sa iba’t ibang stages ang love especially pag matagal na kayo.
Grow with it. Don’t expect him to be like nu’ng una ‘coz like a student,
di na ituturo sa Grade 6 ‘yung lessons na pang-Grade 2. Change WILL
happen… you both will change and your love WILL change, too. It’s up
to you na lang if the change will be for the better or for the worse.

Life is about growth. Grow with it.

When breakup comes and it’s time to say goodbye, don’t doubt the love
just because it didn’t last. May mga bagay sa buhay na di man
nagtatagal, it doesn’t mean di na ito totoo. Some good things are just
never meant to last forever. Okay lang ‘yon. Bless the parting and move
on. (Mastery)

Expect tears, sorrow, sleepless nights, and pain. ‘Ika nga, "it’s when
you hurt the worse that you love the MOST." Kung di ka willing masaktan,
wag ka na lang magmahal. (Sapul! Tagos! Wasak! Patay!)

Life is a balance, and love is both holding on and letting go. Know when
to fight for your man and when to let him go. God will guide you kung
anong dapat gawin sa kung anong sitwasyon. So dapat mataas ang signal ng
langit sa cellfone ng puso mo to know His wisdom. (Sana mabasa mo ito….
oo, ikaw…)

Do things right. Di totoong masarap ang bawal gaya ng sabi ng iba. Kasi
may kabayaran ‘yon later. Corny ang madali. Paghirapan mong gawin ang
tama at totoo, and one day, ikaw rin ang aani ng bunga nito.

DATE IDEAS:

A walk in the park;
along the bay area watching the sunset;
biking sa big, open spaces;
stargaze at night sa ibabaw ng bubong;
jog at 5 a.m. and wait for the sunrise;
singing with a guitar (or a walkman)
under a tree shade sharing hopia and siomai (yikes!).

Wag lagi sa mall.
Involve nature. The best things in life pa rin ay free. Di kailangan
gumasta ng malaki para sumaya o maging romantic. Be creative.

Don’t NAG. Sabi ng don’t nag e! Sabi ko don’t nag, don’t nag, don’t
naaaaaaggg!!!

‘Yung effort, sa kahit anong gawain o effort mo ay laging two billion
ganda points ‘yan. Do little surprises every now and then PARA SO HAPPY
TWO-GETHER!

Honesty is the best policy. ‘ika nga ni Jimmy Santos.. Pero laging nasa
timing at paraan ng pagsasabi ang technique. Pag malumanay mong
sasabihin sa ‘kin na ipagpapalit mo na ako sa iba o papatayin mo na ko
sa sobrang gigil, Gosh! mato-touch pa ako! May lambing e! sabi nga sa
song.. break it to me gently..

I just got it from my friend... *Jeremy Zara*....

I'm The Boss!!!

2009-05-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

This was interesting. Cris Angel showed how this worked on one of his shows, but it was still kind of surprising when I checked out several people I knew. Not superstitious, but I need all the luck I can get! Once you have opened this e-mail, there is no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs. Read your sign, and then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line. This is the real deal, try ignoring or changing it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there.

CAPRICORN The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egoti stical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20)
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard -- passionate. Expresses themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulges themselves often.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20)
Smart and witty. Outgoing , very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express them selves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

Mga Lines.... :p

2009-03-19T20:21:00.000-07:00

1. Minamalat na naman ang puso ko..
*** paano kasi, laging sinisigaw ang pangalan mo..

2. Ikaw ba may-ari ng Crayola??
*** ikaw kasi nagbibigay ng kulay sa buhay ko..

3. Uy picture tayo!!
*** para ma-develop tayo!!

4. Kung ikaw ay bola at ako ang player, mashushoot ba kita??
*** hinde, para lagi kita mamimiss..

5. Can i take your picture??
*** coz i want to show Santa exactly what i want for christmas!!

6. Exam ka ba??
*** gustong gusto na kasi kitang i-take home eh!!

7. Alam mo ba scientist ako?
*** kasi ikaw ang LAB ko.

8. Centrum ka ba??
*** kasi you make my life complete!!

9. Miss pwede ba kita maging driver??
*** para ikaw na magpapatakbo ng buhay ko..

10. Mahilig ka ba sa asukal??
*** ang tamis kasi ng mga ngiti mo..

11. Pinaglihi ka ba sa keyboard??
*** kasi type kita..

12. I hate to say this but... You are like my underwear..
*** coz i can't last a day without you!!

13. Ibibili kita ng salbabida..
*** kasi malulunod ka sa pagmamahal ko..

14. Pwede ba kitang maging sidecar??
*** single kasi ako eh..

15.Me lisensya ka ba??
*** coz you're driving me crazy eh..

16. May kilala ka bang gumagawa ng relo??
*** may sira ata relo ko.. pag ikaw kasi kasama ko, humihinto ang oras ko..

17. Grabe nakakatawa yung mga pick-up lines noh?? hahaha! May alam ka pa bang iba?? Wala na akong maisip eh..
*** coz all i ever think of is you..

18. I'm a bee..
*** can you be my honey??

19. Nakakatakot diba ang multo??
*** pero mas nakakatakot kapag nawala ka sa buhay ko..

20. Am i a bad shooter??
*** coz i keep on missing you..

21. May lahi ka bang aswang??
*** ang pangit mo kasi eh..

22. Naniniwala ka ba sa love at first sight??
*** O gusto mong dumaan ulit ako??

23. Mabilis ka siguro sa mga puzzle noh??
*** kasi kakasimula pa lang ng araw ko, pero nabuo mo na agad..

24. Excuse me.. Are you a dictionary??
*** because you give meaning to my life..

25. Bangin ka ba??
*** nahuhulog kasi ako sa'yo..

26. Pustiso ka ba??
*** kasi, can't smile without you..

27. Pagod na pagod ka na noh??
*** maghapon at magdamag kana kasing tumatakbo sa isipan ko eh..

28. Me butas ba puso mo??
*** kasi natrap na ako sa loob, can't find my way out!!

29. Anung height mo??
*** ha?? pano ka nagkasya sa loob ng puso ko..

30. Hey, did you fart??
*** coz you blew me away!!

31. Sana "T" na lang ako..
*** para i'm always right next to "U"

32. Are you Jamaican??
*** kasi Ja-maican me crazy!!

33. Pustiso ka ba?
*** kasi I can't smile without you

34. Geometry ba ang favorite subject mo?
*** kasi kahit anong angle ang cute mo.

3. Kumakain ka ba ng mais?
*** and corny mo kasi

3. Ikaw? Kumakain ka ba ng mais?
*** MAY TINGA KA KASI!!!!!!!!

Philosophy of Love

2009-02-16T21:59:00.000-08:00

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo? Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima , sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. "Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala."

17. "Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan."

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka..."

BOB ONG'S FACT YOU

1. Ang babae, nirerespeto, inaalagaan! Hindi 'yan PSP na bubunutin mo lang sa bulsa 'pag gusto mo ng paglaruan. Hindi 'yan iPod™ na papakinggan mo lang kapag wala kang libangan. At hindi 'yan Red Horse™ na p'wede mong laklakin hanggang madaling-araw. Ang babae, marami mang arte sa katawan, hindi 'yan gadget para kolektahin at paglaruan.

2. Bakit ka magpaparamdam sa taong hindi marunong makaramdam? 'Wag kang magpakatanga, sa taong hindi marunong magpahalaga. Matuto kang sumuko at mang-iwan, kung lagi ka namang sinasaktan.

3. Imbis na magtanong ka ng 'Hindi pa ba sapat?', bakit hindi mo na lang kalimutan ang lahat? Kung alam mong binabalewala ka na, tanggapin mong nagsasawa na s'ya.

4. Wag kang magpadala sa salitang 'sorry' at 'ayokong mawala ka.' Kung totoo 'yun, patunayan n'ya.

5. Paano mo masasabing special ka sa isang tao kung ang bawat ginagawa niya sa'yo ay ginagawa din n'ya sa iba?

6. Sabi nila, kahit ano daw problema, isang tao lang ang makakatulong sa'yo - ang sarili mo. Kaya siguro namigay ng konsensya ang D'yos. Alam n'yang hindi sa lahat ng oras gumagana ang utak ng tao.

7. Minsan pala kailangan rin ang lakas para sabihing mahina ka, ang karapatan kong madapa at bumangon sa buhay ng walang tatatawa, magagalit, magtatanong o magbibilang kung ilang beses na kong nagkamali at ilang ulit ako dapat bumawi.

8. Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso 'pag tinamaan ng pagmamahal. 'Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon.

9. Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sa'yo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.

10. Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali? Alam ba nilang 'pag natuto silang umibig eh hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?

11. Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka.

12. Kahit ikaw ay parang bato na manhid at walang pakiramdam, mag-ingat-ingat ka naman. Dahil kahit ganyan ka, hindi nasasaktan, kaya mo namang makasakit.

13. Ganyan talaga ang mga tao, pipihit-pihitin ang katotohanan hanggang sa sumang-ayon na ito sa kumportableng posisyon ng mga makasarili nilang puso.

14. Hindi naman yung taong mahal mo ang mahirap kalimutan nung nawala sya sa'yo eh, kundi yung taong naging ikaw dahil sa kanya.

15. Walang taong manhid. Hindi niya lang talaga maintindihan kung ano ang gusto mong iparating dahil ayaw mo siyang diretsuhin.

16. Pare, isa kang totoong tao at walang halong kasinungalingan. In English, FACT you, pare. Totoo ka. In English, FACT you!

from: http://emijaps.multiply.com/journal/item/10/Bob_Ongs_Philosophy_on_Love

Dream Date Ko

2009-02-16T21:45:00.000-08:00

Famous Lines

2009-01-27T21:52:00.000-08:00

"Pinapaikot mo lang ako
Nagsasawa na ako. Mabuti pang
patayin mo na lang ako"
-electric fan

Kahit marami na akong nahalikan
Kahit madami ng labi ang dumampi sa akin
Marami mang lumaway sa akin
Hindi ibig sabihin nito na wala na akong dangal
-Kutsara

"hindi lahat ng walang salawal
ay bastos"
-winnie d' pooh

"Alam mo ba wala akong ibang hinangad
kundi ang mapalapit sa 'yo.
pero patuloy ang pag-iwas mo"
-ipis

"Hala! sige magpakasasa ka!
Alam ko namang katawan ko lang ang habol mo."
-hipon

"Hindi lahat ng green ay masustansya."
-plema

"Ayoko na! pag nagmamahal ako lagi na lang
maraming tao ang nagagalit! wala ba akong
karapatang magmahal?!?"
-gasolina

"Hindi ko hinahangad na ipagmalaki mo na ako'y sa yo
Ayoko ko lang naman na sa harap ng maraming tao
ganun mo na lang ako itanggi.."
-utot

"Sawang sawa na ako palagi nalang akong
pinagpapasa-pasahan, pagod na pagod na ako."
-Bola

"You never know what you have till you lose it.
and once you lose it, you can never get it back"
-snatcher

"Hindi lahat ng pink, KIKAY!"
-majinboo

"Ginawa ko naman lahat para sumaya ka
mahirap ba talagang makontento sa isa?
bakit palipat-lipat ka?
-TV

"Hindi lahat ng maasim may vitamin c"
-kili kili

Sige, batihin mo ako.... Sigeee.....BATEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
-omelette

Pilitin mo man na alisin ako sa buhay mo, babalik at babalik ako!
-libag

"wag mo na akong bilugin.."
-kulangot

Paano tayo makakabuo kung hindi ako papatong sa iyo?
-Lego

"Hindi lahat ng dugo puedeng idonate"

-regla

"Hindi lahat ng hinog ay matamis"

-pigsa

"Kapag iniwan ka na, wag mo nang subukang habulin pa siya
at baka masaktan ka lang at maipit pa.."

-LRT............ MRT: I Agree!.

Pick Up LInes

2009-01-27T21:33:00.000-08:00

HE. " can I buy you a drink? "
SHE. " Actually I'd rather have the money "

HE: I'm a photographer I've been looking for a
face like yours!
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon .I've been looking for
a face like yours!!!

HE: Hi! Didn't we go on a date once? or was it
twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same
mistake twice!!!

HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must've been given your share!!!

HE: Will you come out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry! I'm having a headache this weekend!!!

HE: Your face must turn a few heads!
SHE: And your face must turn a few stomachs!!!

HE: Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out!
SHE: Okay, get out!!!

HE: I think I could make you very happy
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

HE: What would you say if I asked u to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same
time!!!

HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why, don't you already have one?

HE: Shall we go and see a film?
SHE: I've already seen it!!!

Man: Where have you been all my life?
Woman: Hiding from you.

Man: Haven't I seen you some place before?
Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.

Man: Is this seat empty?
Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

Man: So, what do you do for a living?
Woman: I'm a female impersonator.

Man: Hey baby, what's your sign?
Woman: Do not enter.

Man: Your body is like a temple.
Woman: Sorry, there are no services today.

Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die
laughing.

Man: Where have you been all my life?
Woman: Where I'll be the rest of your life - in
your wildestdreams.

Whom you will choose the one who loves you or the one you love?

2009-01-11T18:51:00.000-08:00

Mahirap ba ito sagutin?...

Sabi ng nakakarami...

choose the one "who love you" because love may grow in you... but there's a chance that you will end up having no feelings for him/her...

Choosing the one you love may not love you back or might take your feelings for granted.. :(

Inspirational Poem from Mabelle

2009-01-05T22:19:00.000-08:00

Reason, Season and Lifetime
..
People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.
When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.
..
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
or to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
...
Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
...
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they just walk away.
Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.
...
When people come into your life for a SEASON,
it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.
And like Spring turns to Summer and Summer to Fall,
the season eventually ends.
...
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway);
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas in your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being part of my life.
...
Used with permission
~©Brian A. "Drew" Chalker~

Hows My vacation??

2009-01-04T19:23:00.000-08:00

Dec. 24 - Me and my officemates went to Market Market, Last day na kasi ni Ms. Noreen sa office namin coz she resigned... :( then we took pictures from MOA's cam na bigay sa kanya ni Kuya... hihihihi

Dec. 25 - hmmm nothing's special... i spent ata most of my time sa PC chatting with my best friend...

Dec. 27 - We went to Kuya's Armans place... X-mas Party kasama ko sila Ms. Tin, Belle and Kikz... as usual nalasing ako.. Tequilla shots... sayang walang Body Shots... hahaha JOKE!!!! oh well. . nakakahiya that night...

Dec. 29- I was surprised coz my ex was back from his province... :) then he asked me out...

Dec. 30 - We both watch "tanging ina" after we ate dinner.. We also went to timezone and spent some time in KTV... I really had a great time that day when suddenly he brought topics which made me feel irritated... I keep on explaining kung bakit nag end ang relationship namin...

Dec. 31 - New Years Eve... same pa din i spent all my day explaining on him why i fell out of love... :( It's sad yeah i know... pero ayaw ko bumalik sa relationship ng walang kasiguraduhan kung mag wowork... How can i think if he insist me to be back always... Ang Kulit nya sinabi ko na magiisip ako "Give Me Time"... After that talked he went home... and me lying in my bed texting my bestfriend para magpaantok and kwento kwento na din...

Jan. 1 - I spent all my days sa PC... and decided to come along with my cousins cause he's still insisting me to give him a chance... sa isip isip ko theres so many chances na para maisip nya ang kulang nya... It's hard na ipaintindi sa kanya coz ang pinakikinggan lang nya is yung side nya... pano naman ang side ko... oh well thats past... .

Jan. 2 - He gave me an answer that he will wait for me... and said that he will accept me back when i feel that i love and need him again..

Jan. 3 - He was insecure and jealous with my friends specially with my bestfriend... ang hilig nya kasi magbasa ng mga text messages sa CP ko.. Then sa chat, everytime may kachat ako lagi na lang nagrereact... kesho buti pa sa kanya may time ka.. choo choo ever.. so that night i decided to already give my answer "Its Over for both of us"...

Jan. 4 - No signs of him.. maybe he's busy doing something or galit na sya sa akin... di ko naman sya masisisi... If we're meant to be each other then i know he'll be back and we will get back together no matter what..

Alive in your memories

2008-12-22T23:12:00.000-08:00

In the darkness of nighttime
As you lay down to sleep
If you hold on to memories
In your dreams we will meet
You can look at my blue eyes
Touch my black flowing hair
Whenever you need me
I'll always be there

Thru the rest of your travels
And the long road ahead
Don't give in to your sadness
Let our love guide instead
In the air all around you
I'm the wind in your face
Floating closer and closer
To our final embrace

I'm alive in your memories
Still alive in your memories
Though in this world my body has died
Inside your heart my spirit's alive
Close your eyes
Do you see?
I'm right here
Because I'm alive in your memories

Love like ours lasts forever
Thru the oceans of time
Make your earthly endevors
In the end you'll be mine
While you live out your history
I'll guide you along
Til we'll together
Right where we belong

I'm alive in your memories
Still alive in your memories
Though in this world my body has died
Inside your heart my spirit's alive
Close your eyes
Do you see?
I'm right here
Because I'm alive in your memories

Christmas Party Event

2008-12-21T18:32:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time since i updated this blog.. medyo naging busy ako sa work this past few days.. hehehehe ngayon ok ok na.. medyo lumuwag na ang schedule ko...

Last friday, we celebrated our christmas party with Project Runway Theme... We had our Carol Presentation and Runway event..

It was my first time to sang a song in front of much people.. :( and it was a nightmare for me.. i dont know what went wrong.. maybe it's because im not used into singing... hehehehehe Oh well its really BAD for the firstimer!! It's different pala when you're performing using an instrument than singing.. anyways forget about that... nabawi naman yung kahihiyan na yun when i won the title of "Star of the night".. :) hahahaha yeah it shocking talaga.. all girls are gorgeous that night..

After the party we went to KTV room.. RockemUp ata yung place.. :p basta kung san lang kami mapadpad... =( medyo nakakahiya lang mga pinag gagawa ko that day... it was also my first time na makaubos ng BEER... Beer was not that bad pala.. actually di lang isang bote naubos ko.. We sang all night and the other group play billiards naman hangang 4 or 5 am na ata kami inabot.. nag duet pa kami ng crush ko.. :p anyways... hangang ngayong year lang yan.. maybe next year back to normal na uli... ^__^

Fire is rising.

2008-11-26T18:18:00.000-08:00

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
................................................

Lyrics from Flyleaf.

Albert Martinez @Stratpoint

2008-11-25T03:14:00.001-08:00

Hihihihi.. Kilig lahat ng girls... :p

How to stop yourself from falling in love?

2008-11-24T19:32:00.000-08:00

I wonder if you can stop yourself from falling in love when you know someone is waiting for you to come back.

Life is like a boat!

2008-11-20T18:37:00.000-08:00

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent
It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded

I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People's hearts change and sneak away from them
The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

And still the journey continues on quiet days as well
The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again

I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

We are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us
But isn't that still a wonderful journey? Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?

ALOHA

2008-11-18T01:17:00.000-08:00

Candle under the dark light
Our promise in the glasses of wine
I’ll always be staying with u for protecting u
Cuz u are the one who trust me
What I wish is just one thing
Wish for the forever happiness
Even it’s not brilliant and dreamlike
It’s okay if ur with me

Don’t worry (I believe) Always (I believe)
I won’t forget this moment
For ur smile (I believe) in my arms
Won’t lose its light forever

Cause your love is so sweet you are my everything
This is not a sweet word just for this first night together
I’m not going to be changed
I’ll see only u always

Oh, oh, You light up my life you are the one in my life
Even I lose all my thing
I won’t regret, cuz I have unchangeable love
For only u

For me, the most valuable thing for me is u, not me
I cannot swear in a word, however, I love only u
Sometimes like friends, sometimes like lovers, till the day I die, I love only u.
Always think that we’re the one
The trust which will not sway

I wish we share our sad and happy memories
Promise me (I believe) When ur undergoing the hardtime (I believe)
I’ll be the shade for u
For ur smile(I believe)in my arms
Won’t lose its light forever

All I ever want is… your love

I really like this song... it's one of my favorite... though this was really a korean song.. but its message was so nice...

I Can't feel you anymore...

2008-11-16T23:52:00.000-08:00

i'm thinking.. will our relationship can still work out? I'm starting to get tired of waiting.. you said you'll change but i dont see any improvements from you..

When i leave you, You grab me, and wants me to stay..
you said that you'll do everything to win me back..
For you really love me or so you really say...
but what can i do... I cant feel you anymore..

I love you more than life itself..
i did everything for you..
hope you do the same way like i do..
but is it too late? or there's still hope? i can't really say... i'm confused...

Can somebody help me? What will i do? i dont know what went wrong?
:( is it me or is it him? maybe it is me...

Anime Marathon (Tora Dora)

2008-11-11T23:57:00.000-08:00

Me and my friend watch this new anime last night. It's Cool and also Funny! It had 6 Episode and not yet done. :( Rumor said that Episode 7 will be released on Saturday!!! Cant wait to watch it...

Anyways, We're making fun while watching... I teased him that he is Takasu and Kushieda is "Princess". He teased me back and said Im Aisaka and Kitamura is "Alexis." :D so childish!!!!

Maybe you're wondering why he's alyas was "BONOBO".. hmmm it started when he make sounds like a monkey... i think he likes his alyas naman!!! bwahahahahaha... Peace pare!!

Detroit Metal City Episode 12

2008-11-10T18:37:00.000-08:00

Weeeeeee.. DMC Episode 12 is out... ASTIG!!! Metal Vs. Metal... It was very Funny... Watch It!!!!

Stratpoint @Tali Beach Batangaas

2008-11-09T18:01:00.000-08:00

Last Week (Nov. 7-8) we went to Batangas as a reward by Sir Paco Sandejas for our hard work on our projects. We had our night swimming, and its amazing cause the bublles that you make in the water was glow in the dark.

After our night swimming we played Truth or Dare... @__@ I cant forget that game.. its my first time to play it.. Ang malas pa kasi katabi ko si kuya Mello... kakahiya kay Ms. Fara kasi may mga kiss sa nose, kiss sa ears, or kiss sa cheeks buti na lang alang kiss sa lips... @__@ napadami ang shot ko dun sa ininom namin dahil doon... >_< though i controlled it naman.. mahirap kasi kung malasing ako... After the truth or dare game, we played DOTA. and sayang kasi walang net.. wala pa nagtetext sa CP ko... hihihihihi oh well ok lang naman.. cause we enjoyed that event naman.

Kinabukasan we went to the main beach, kakainggit sila Ms. Fara kasi galing nila mag swim... I've tried to learned it, and natutunan ko naman agad, nandun kami sa malalim.. the problem was nakakapagod talaga sya.. nakakainis talaga... tagal ko na yun gusto matutunan para i can swim sa malalalim na part.. Kaso napapagod ako agad... @__@ Hope I Can Do It Soon... Can somebody teach me how to swim???

>_< Sana kumpleto kami that day... Mas masaya sana yun...

Detroit Metal City "Rocks"

2008-11-04T17:40:00.001-08:00

This Anime Rocks.... It's so Funny.. Sakit nga ng tyan namin ng kakatawa e...

It is about the guy who like to be popular as a Pop Band Singer... Though he ended up to be a Heavy Metal Lead Singer.. It's so funny cause he dont like his job and he's really a very sweet and kind gentleman.. I wonder what will be the ending... T__T It had 11 Episodes at the moment... BITIN!!!!!!

I cant wait to watch its LIVE ACTION. hahahahaha... hmmm the actor seem familiar... Is he "L" from Death Note - Live Action..? Asteg!!!!!!!!

Note: I remember one of my favorite film by Cha Tae Hyun "Highway Star" but this anime was in opposite way... Watch It!! It's worth to watch!!

We Miss You DY!!

2008-11-02T19:08:00.000-08:00

Sorry DY! di ako nakadalaw sayo... :( hope you're happy kung san ka man naroroon...

Anyways, DY was a very close friend of mine.. I admire her most cause she's really smart and very active in our activities during HighSchool. She's one of the reason why i played guitar. Napahanga kasi nya yung crush ko nung HS when she played it, so nag aral ako mag-isa mag gitara when my parents sent me to province. I'm proud naman sa result cause i learned it ng mag-isa in 1 whole week sa sobrang inspired ko. hahahaha I thank her for that. The last song that she taught me was "So Slow" by Freestyle which is very popular at that time. :( its been a months that i didnt play that instrument. i wonder if i still know the song. HOPE I STILL CAN!!! :( that's the very special memory that she left for me before she passed away..

I Had so much question in mind... I wonder what will happen after the people die. Some people say there's "Life after Death" but some says there's Heaven and Hell.

Death Song:

LAST BREATH

From those around I hear a Cry,
A muffled sob, a Hopeless sigh,
I hear their footsteps leaving slow,
And then I know my soul must Fly!
A chilly wind begins to blow,
Within my soul, from Head to Toe,
And then, Last Breath escapes my lips,
It's Time to leave. And I must Go!
So, it is True (But it's too Late)
They said: Each soul has its Given Date,
When it must leave its body's core,
And meet with its Eternal Fate.
Oh mark the words that I do say,

Who knows? Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay!
Come on my brothers let us pray
Decide which now, Do NOT delay!
Oh God! Oh God! I cannot see!
My eyes are Blind! Am I still Me
Or has my soul been led astray,
And forced to pay a Priceless Fee
Alas to Dust we all return,
Some shall rejoice, while others burn,
If only I knew that before
The line grew short, and came my Turn!
And now, as beneath the sod
They lay me (with my record flawed),
They cry, not knowing I cry worse,
For, they go home, I face my God!
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows, Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay !
Come on my brothers let's pray
Decide which now, do not delay ....

I WISH I'M DEAD!!!

2008-11-02T18:07:00.000-08:00

Well actually Me and My parents had a fight..

Naiinis ako cause I cant control my life... Nagalit sila sa akin kagabi dahil lagi daw ako late matulog at lagi daw ako nakaharap sa PC... :( Yun na lang ang libangan ko after work balak pa nila alisin... What do they want me to do? 100% focus ako sa work... I have a life for god sake!! I also need a break!!!

Lagi nila ako binubulyawan at lagi nila ako kinocompare sa iba... i know immature ako... pero di ako iresponsible... every sahod ko naman lagi ako nag cocontribute pambayad ng bills lalo na sa electricity bill... konti lang naman kinukuha ko sa electricity e... 9pm -12 or 2 am lang naman ako naglalaro/nagiinternet... and After Office hours/break... :( masama na ba akong anak nun? Yun lang ang hinihingi ko...
Nasira nga ata PC ko kasi sinuntok ng tatay ko yung CPU and hinablot yung chord.. :( PC ko yun e... binili ko yun with my own money... tapos sisirain nya lang!! :( Pinaghirapan ko yun.. :(

Everyday na lang lagi nila pinamumukha sa akin pinangtuition ko, kinakain ko araw araw and mga biniling gamit... :( Ganun ba yun? do i need to pay for all their sacrifices...? oh well.. ANAK LANG KASI AKO!!!

I'm 23 years old na.. pero they treat me as a child pa din... para akong elementary... My Golly!!!! :(

I HATE THIS LIFE!!! I WISH I'M DEAD...

P.S: Sorry Christian and Mabelle di ako nakapag goodnight kagabi...

Milky's Now Gone!!

2008-11-02T01:54:00.000-07:00

I'm so sad.. really really sad.. Milky was my big kitty stufftoy given by him (CeeMoon). We got her in World of Fun last year. :( I hate my mom for giving it to my cousin without asking me... It has sentimental value....

I think CeeMoon was mad at me... :( DAAAAAAAAAAARNNN!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.... I HATE HER....

Audition Mode

2008-11-01T10:11:00.001-07:00

It's been a long time since i play this game... I miss my Character!!! hihihihihi i think ilang months din di ko ito nabuksan.. since di pa ayos ang Grand Chase at di pa nagbabayad ng utang ang brother ko sa RF Online (180M).. eto muna ang aadikin ko... hangang Back Up Rank lang siguro muna...

Sample Opponents ko....

And the Result is: BATTLE WIN!!!

hahahaha... Nakakapanibago kasi dami nagbago.. Oh well i miss my friends here.. sayang di sila Online... di ako nakapangamusta... siguro taas na ng level nila... NAIWAN NA AKO!!!!

Its 1:30 Am na... Need to go to sleep na... nagising ang dragon... :p

I 'll be dead for sure!!! :D

2008-10-30T19:20:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed our yesterday paintball event and it was my first time to play that game. I'm just disappointed in myself cause i was out of the game easily in my first game... and in my second game i was out of the bullets... hahahahaha darn!! At first i thought that it was like the arcade games or online games that i'm playing but i was wrong "virtual world was totally different in actual world." hahaha Stupid!!!!

Anyways I cant breath in our suit... We wear a long clothing Armor to protect the skin and a goggles to protect our face... and it's very hot and very heavy specially for me... "Ang hirap ng payatot".. If that game is real, or if i'm in a real battlefield.. "I'll be dead" or "I will not survive". :p

Updated Game Line Up!!

2008-10-29T20:38:00.000-07:00

New team composition: (Oh Well .. We're still in separated team....) hahahaha :p

Alpha	Bravo	Charlie	Delta
Norbi	Clark	Paco	Mello
Fara	Mabelle	Adet	CeeJay
Wilma	Noreen	Melissa	Moa
Christian	Teddy	Nikki	Altair
Mon	Vic G.	Kim	Aries
Chris	Joe-e	Vic D.	Henry
		Mark

Stratpoint Paintball Tournament!!

2008-10-29T03:06:00.000-07:00

Weeeeee... Im so happy cause we will have our break tomorrow in our work... We will have our Team Building by having our Paintball Tournament in Fort Bonifacio near the Army Gym and have our Halloween Party After...

Below are the team composition:

Alpha	Bravo	Charlie	Delta
Clark		Mello
Fara	Mabelle	Adet	CeeJay
Wilma	Noreen	Melissa	Moa
Christian	Teddy	Nikki	Altair
Norbi	Vic G.	Kim	Aries
Chris	Joe-e	Vic D.	Henry

1^st Game: Bravo vs. Charlie

2^nd Game: Alpha vs. Delta

3^rd Game: Alpha-Bravo vs. Charlie-Delta

Game Mode

Game 1 & 2: Capture the Flag

Game 3: Last Team Standi

I'm just little disappointed because I'm in the Delta team which is seperated from my friends team. Hope our team will win the Game!!! hihihihihi there's still hope cause Kuya Mello is in our team... :p GO GO GO!!!

Stratpoint's Virtual Pet

2008-10-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

Pet Society is an application in Facebook. I remember Tamagotchi in this game. It's so cool!!!

Pet Society Party:

Cyberpetpoy -> Ian
Chewy -> Kristine
Peper -> Kim
Devilishly -> Mabelle
Miyaki -> Moanna May
Porn -> Norbi
Chesca -> Fara
Momo -> Dianne

Kimchie -> (In memory of my Dog :c )

Im So Excited for the Open Beta of the NEW released game!!!

2008-10-28T00:50:00.000-07:00

YEHEY!!!! Grand Chase will now be in Open Beta... Im So Excited!!!!

Leaving You doesn't mean I Dont love You!!

2008-10-27T02:47:00.000-07:00

I dont know how to start this post... i just want to share what happen today... Me and my boyfriend had just broke up today... actually its my decision for us to go in seperate ways.. Leaving him doesn't mean that I dont love him... its just have some reasons why i decided that way...

There are 6 reasons why we broke up:

1. Time
2. Communications
3. Privacy and Freedom
4. Doubts
5. Family Issue
6. Immaturity

*I wont expand the meaning of it cause it will really take so much time just to explain everything* Oh Well..

He's really a nice guy and i can say that i'm so lucky to have him. His cute, LOYAL and super duper kind but there are times that we cant avoid circumstances and misuderstandings..

I have decided to have space in our relationship and go back before as what we is which is "FRIEND" is because i want him to prove hisself to me and be a better man. I want him to be mature and be responsible. I dont want him to be dependent to me all the time. I want him to have his goal and pursue to ahieve it. I want him to learn to stand on his own feet. I also want to build his trust on me and stop doubting me.

Destiny will tell if we're meant to be together forever. I'll just wait for the right man to come. If that Man is HE, i will definitely Accept him back. And start all over again. When he come back i can definitely say that he's the One or He's really mine.

Future can only tell........... God Bless Us!!

Am I Useless???

2008-10-26T16:49:00.000-07:00

I am so insecure about everything, i think i am stupid and feel that my life is nothing and useless. I don't know what i'm going to do anymore. I feel lost and alone. :(

Everyday my mom yelled at me because of "MONEY". They gave me responsibility to pay the Utilities such as Electricity, Water, Cable and Internet and even to pay our house in GSIS. :( What can i do? My salary are not that big to cover it all. One time i need to absent from my work because i have a "Fever". I really feel sorry for being absent because it will be deducted from my salary. :( My mom blamed me for that.

I Love my Mom even though she always comparing me to other people and want me to be like them. I Hope she see and understand that I cannot become the one who i don't want to. "I have my own dream and have my own goal in life."

:( Oh God I want to cry!!!

"It's now on Month of November and Christmas is near and it really make me sad because i dont have savings yet. :( Is it going to be a "Lonely Christmas"?? Let's See..."

EMMA KUNAT

2008-10-26T16:37:00.000-07:00

There's this lady who owed me P4,000 pesos since February and her name is EMMA. I keep on calling her "EMMA KUNAT" because she didnt pay me yet. She keep on promising but those promises are yet to be broken. I dont know if she will still pay me or not. Oh Well i believe in the word "KARMA". I hope it will get her in the end. >:)

First Post

2008-10-26T10:26:00.000-07:00

Hell Yeah!! this is my first time to do a personal blog.. actually this was introduced by my friend "Christian"... hmmm so what can i share?...

It's 1:40 am and i still cant fall asleep... I spent all my hours in front of my computer playing Grand Chase and Chatting with my friends...

Actually wala talaga ako masabi ngayong araw... dahil nasa harap ako ng PC buong magdamag.. i even forgot to confront my Boyfriend about our relationsip which is very complicated... isip muna ako sa next post ko..